Haha, wrote this last night after coming back from the CNYang Dinner.

Just watched a Korean movie, English name "A Moment To Remember".
Initially I thought it's like one of those sappy sappy love story,
but i realised, it's SUPER sappy,
and touching and sad)):
I cried like shit watching it T.T
It's about this girl who got married to this guy, and initially it was all about their married life
and how the girl went about helping the guy to remove all the stigmas of his childhood.
But subsequently, the girl realised that she got dementia.
At the age of 27, it's really a super big blow.
Of course she tried leaving him.
She wanted to leave while they were still happy and she hadn't forgotten everything.
But the guy managed to find her at this hospital, and it ended with the girl leaving the hospital with the guy,
presumably to live the rest of her life with him(:

There's this part where it got really really sad,
quite a short portion.
She had this boyfriend, Yong-Min, before she got married.
At a point, her memory degenerated such that she only remembered that guy.
The sad thing was,
she called her husband, whose name is Chul-Soo, Yong-Min instead,
and told him,"I love you."
It's really sad because Chul-Soo wasn't sure who she really loved at that moment.
Imagine the guy whom you like call you wrongly and told you he likes you.
Seriously, I would be SUPER T.T )):
The guy broke down after that..
At least she didn't intentionally hurt him when she said that.

Haha, this kind of love is really hard to find, like it's quite hard for me to even believe that it even exists in this world.
But I'm very very sure that there MUST be some love like this out there, for the scriptwriter to first come up with such a plot.
Haha.. But it's also very very rare, many would just pass through their lives without this kind of love,
and to tell the truth, I'm quite afraid too.
Haha it's super illogical, but I was actually quite scared when I got the Facebook quiz results about where I'll find my true love,
which were something like, I'll never find true love):
I mean I know it's Facebook.. But like after I think about it,
I realised it may be true cos it's quite diffcult for me to start a relationship,
because I require the guy to like me, and me to like the guy, right from the start.
That's a bit too much to ask for I guess, since usually it's one side liking the other first, at least more on one side.
Ah.. I think for the first time, it's always better to be loved right?
Since we wouldn't know how to love anyone, except for the FEELING that I keep talking about LOL.
Like what to do under different situations.
That's what I've been thinking about randomly after watching the moviexP
Haha I think I'm pmsing, feeling rather teary now, maybe it's just because of that movie.
Just watched "Zhi Xiang Lai Zhe Ni" commercial, and I teared again O.o
Haha.. I shall go sleep now.

*OMG. I just saw the commercial for "V for Vendetta"!!
Tomorrow 10pm Channel 5!(:
It's a nice movie, good plot, great actors, but sad ending, for V at least):*

Yep, end of post(:

ahhh sudden urge to blog again(:
today just had 2 tests, physics and are you ok?
physics was damn easy-.- at least manageable, not as hard as i thought it would be(:
are you ok? was.... -.-
so many terms tt i dn even rmb reading in the notes!!
the lecturer was like,
dn refer to your notes, the answers are not found thr.
if you refer you might get the answers wrong, just guess, you've got 50% chance.
-.- WTH.
then we read the notes for wad?
haha but everyone thought it's difficult so yup shld be fine(:

damn busy these days,
busy mugging, this sat was supposed t go for NTU OH but suddenly i received news tt i'm not selected to go O.o
hahaha and tml supposed to go lab but mentor asked me nt t go, without giving me reason-.-
SO i'm damn free now(: gd thing, then i can do my assignments(:

feel quite stressed, dno why.
maybe it's the hou yi zheng of having midterms):
not enough enjoyment, even if hv, oso cnt fully enjoy myself):
maybe partly i'm still in shock,
received 2 damn shocking news today.
i wont be sharing them here..
but one of them is unconfirmed, more like speculation, so MIGHT not be tt serious(:
the other one must cfm liao then can say
though i hv no way of cfming it haha...

learnt quite interesting stuff in are you ok? today haha
like how sexuality is actly mainly abt relationships btw diff and same genders.
then the lecturer told us many stories of pple being sexually confused and disoriented.
and of cos, the worst part, sex abuse):
hahaha and he told us how t deal with flashers,
look at them directly and say, so small?
xPP
learnt abt stress too.
i see tt i'm quite stressed now,
got the biological symptoms and self-awareness of myself being stressed hahahahaha:P

i think thr's sth wrong with my stomach O.o
it's making weird sounds and making me feel super uncomfortable):
sssiiiiaaaaannnnnssss..................